Dear John SERIES

Dear John (Part Two and A Half): my version. How do you keep the music playing? Now the question is if you'll keep it playing. PART 3

Dear John,

Or not.

Again, this is not meant for you to read. Nor is it for others to. It’s merely for my silently screaming heart that’s unsure of itself. But if you happen to come across this note… I need this. Don’t make a fuss out of it.

How do you keep the music playing? Now the question is if you'll keep the music playing. I’ve done my part of trying to restore what we lost—friendship. Now you're doing yours. Subtly. You’re not that distant anymore. And I like that. Because you know, I’m tired. I’m exhausted. And because you mean so much to me. "It’s hard to take in the thought of a dysfunctional romance, but it’s so much harder to take in the thought of a dead friendship." But now that I feel you again, I'm not so numb anymore. I'm not so hopeless anymore. Then again, the question is if you'll keep the music playing. Your sincerity is now in question. All that’s left to say is… “We'll see.”

Sincerely,
I want you to keep me.

P.S.
I missed you.