Monday, December 20, 2010

Dear John SERIES

(Dear) John:my version. Hello Stranger. aPART

John,

he was one lucky guy. But he lost me yet again. And I lost him. But this time, I'm letting it go. I'll just let things happen as they happen.

Fate has its ways. I might find another man. Or I might even find him again. Whatever I might find, I know I'll find. Someone and something worth everything. I'll find myself too. I'll rediscover what I want. I'll rediscover who I am. And maybe even find and rediscover God. Who knows?

Then if John comes back, we'll see. If he doesn't, he doesn't.

I just want something more out of life, love, and everything. And if I can't get that, I pause and listen to the music. I like broken chords. They keep life interesting. Broken chords do make beautiful music when played right. But if the broken chords sound more like broken strings of an out of tune guitar, then I'll change it. Change not the guitar; Change how it's tuned. And although I don't know everything, I know that that's kinda like how life, love, and everything works. And that's why I let him go.

I want a change.

I want depth. I don't want something that is "just not enough"...

I'll change the game. Because I want to.

Oh John and I did have fun.

But the game is over. I'm a little bored and a little heartbroken (I never was 'til now). Now I'm changing the name of the game, the rules and how it's played.

John, you were no mistake. It's just how we played the game.

It's time to tune the guitar, Boo.

Hello stranger.

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